well, probably everyone knows already, but yeah, i have a boyfriend & his name is Harry. he is a respectable person & i care about him so much but lately, i've been feeling empty; i don't know what it is.. but it doesn't bother me but it does at the same time. i've been feeling indifferent almost. i know it's probably because we haven't seen each other in more than three weeks but i've been through the same thing before and it wasn't that bad, well it didn't feel as bad as this. ugh, i hate relationships. lol they make me think too much.
also, i had a good time last night, first time i actually went out like that since vickiana's birthday. spending time with people you truly care about is something that fills up that sense of emptiness, maybe that's why i felt better than usual. anyhow, i don't drink or smoke, so i drove. lol. it was pretty great. i pretty much suck at switching lanes & remembering what speed i should be going.
but on a better note, i'm officially off depo provera, that fuckin shot is what you ask for if you want to die & i'm mega excited for valentine's day, not only because that's the next day i'll be seeing harry but just the fact that we're all gonna be together. i love going out to dinner. lol.
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